But should we feel happy about it though? 🫤

The last couple days have been uneventful, and in my life, an uneventful day, is a good day. I’ve still been moving my stuff in storage and looking for a job. Been denied at 2 spots, so that sucks. I think all the jobs might be dead leads actually. I’ve never lived in one place …read more.

Today was my 48th birthday and it was very calming, despite I knew that the bf would find some way to get drunk and ruin it. But I decided to turn a new leaf and not write about him anymore. From now on, my journal is going to be about me. I made some new …read more.

Do people actually get excited getting a new job anymore other than for paying bills? #work

Today was a low drama day. Actually a no drama day. Spent most of the day looking for jobs. Saw a few good potential leads but only the future will tell if they turn into anything. I am feeling both optimistic and skeptical. Not many employers will hire a damn near 50 year old person. …read more.

As the title says. Today is my last day as 47 years old as my 48th birthday is tomorrow. I don’t know how to feel about it, but indifference. Hell, I didn’t even know my birthday was tomorrow until my aunt mentioned it. I’m ending it with no job. No home. No money. No degree. …read more.

The bf blows a fuse Emet gets sick (again) Today was one of those days. Of course, it’s the weekend and the bf decides he wants to drink heavily and cut up. But one of his friends had a cookout at Prospect Park, so as we are on our way, the boyfriend decides to throw …read more.

In NY. If I took a pic outside rn, you wouldn’t even know what season we’re in because you’ll see people in both bubble coats and tanks and shorts. Will be in the 50s tonight. #NY #weather