Today was my 48th birthday and it was very calming, despite I knew that the bf would find some way to get drunk and ruin it. But I decided to turn a new leaf and not write about him anymore. From now on, my journal is going to be about me. I made some new …read more.

Today was a low drama day. Actually a no drama day. Spent most of the day looking for jobs. Saw a few good potential leads but only the future will tell if they turn into anything. I am feeling both optimistic and skeptical. Not many employers will hire a damn near 50 year old person. …read more.

The bf blows a fuse Emet gets sick (again) Today was one of those days. Of course, it’s the weekend and the bf decides he wants to drink heavily and cut up. But one of his friends had a cookout at Prospect Park, so as we are on our way, the boyfriend decides to throw …read more.

Every weekend, my boyfriend drinks horribly. It’s bottle after bottle. Back to back of hard liquor. He claims it’s over stress but I know that’s not the real reason, it’s just addiction. He literally has nothing to be stressed about other than the self-inflicted problems he’s created for himself. He has no rent to pay. …read more.

Today will be a fun-filled day of filling out job applications. I updated my resume yesterday so I’m going in hard today looking for work. I had filled some applications a couple weeks ago and heard nothing back from any of them. Sads.

I don’t generally like writing about people on my blog because there’s no such thing as privacy anymore, but I feel this time, it’s warranted. I’m dating a guy and it’s just so happened that I found out he is an alcoholic. Alcoholics while dating, just wasn’t on my radar as far as deal-breakers because …read more.

Today was abnormally weird. I woke up to two emails for login pins for my Microsoft account, which turned out to be from Russia and my morning ended with a 911 call to the cops because some loon having a conversation with himself was knocking on my door and wouldn’t leave. I always found scammers …read more.

Heat Wave 2024 Today is day 3,930 of the Summer of 2024 heat wave. The west coast is hitting the 120s but at least they don’t have humidity like we do here. It was only 84 but felt 110. The moment I step outside, I just sweat infinitely. I have to take a cloth with …read more.

Today’s weather was a disappointing drop to the 40s after a warm week. The highlight was a visit to a Mexican restaurant where a ground beef burrito was enjoyed, though only an image of the empty plate remains to document the meal.

I have experienced quite a few weird things in my life, but I feel this is one of them that takes the cake. As I was sitting at my computer playing a co-op game of Diablo III, I got a phone call so I told the person in my group that I would “brb”.  The …read more.