Today was the standard day. I got up, worked, and got out of work. Same cycle, different day. It is still gray outside from the “snow storm” that just turned out to be a bunch of gray clouds and drizzle. I am still in Virginia, staying with my Mom temporarily, and not in New York, …read more.

Not much has gone on lately. I’m still at my mom’s house trying to figure out how I’m going to look for an apartment to get back to NY. My better judgement says I should probably forego a whole apartment for now and just rent a room, then look for an apartment when I get …read more.

For the last few weeks, I’ve been in a bit of exile. After about 4 years, I finally broke up with the boyfriend and moved out. My original plan was to find a job while living with him there and move out into my own apartment. However, if you’ve been reading my blog regularly, you …read more.

Anxiety has been really kicking my ass this last month. It started with a finger infection from a cuticle and now I have infections in my armpit from working out and sweating. I’ve never had anything like this, but I feel like it’s because of the condition of the apartment. He smokes infinitely, the apartment …read more.

Living with an alcoholic is a horrible experience. I recommend if anyone you want to date drinks heavily, to NOT date them. Cut them off immediately. Delete their number. Do not persue them or you’ll regret it like I’m doing right now. Doing random things like leaving food out in random places is a thing …read more.

Today was not a good day. A few days ago, I pulled the cuticle from the middle finger of my right hand which caused an infection and it looks nasty. I tried to cure it myself with peroxide and Neosporin over the last few days, but it seemed to only get worse. So today, the …read more.

So it begins. I have 3.5 besties and my best friend Skeeter died today. He was only in his 50s. Apparently he died of a heart attack but I wonder if that had something to do with his drug use as everyone knew he used and sold cocaine for a while when we were teens. …read more.

My narcissistic boyfriend is the king of crashing out to the point it’s predictable. Tomorrow, he has court for the apartment, but the problem is the court wanted proof that his daughter had been in the house in 2021 to keep the apartment since it’s NYCHA housing. The boyfriend can never handle stress so I …read more.

Miraculously, today was another calm day.Unbelivable. I took it easy for today and worked on updating my resume. Apparently, the new thing is putting it in ATS format or whatever so it can at least be seen by a human. I can only imagine the talent going to waste right now just because a potential …read more.

The last couple days have been uneventful, and in my life, an uneventful day, is a good day. I’ve still been moving my stuff in storage and looking for a job. Been denied at 2 spots, so that sucks. I think all the jobs might be dead leads actually. I’ve never lived in one place …read more.